meeting her was like shaking hands with the devil: Archive

so it’s my birthday. and i’m sitting in an empty house. i can’t even smoke weed. happy birthday to me~

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Apr 28th

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Apr 28th

i feel like every night i go out it’s an act. depending on how you react to things determines my reaction, because i know the “wrong one” will make you stray in a second. you are so obsessed with keeping to yourself and hiding behind this “tough boy” mask. it’s getting -so- tiring, we’re friends, let down your guard, you’ll feel a lot better. but...

Apr 28th

alright so alex got mad at me because last night i agreed to take her to school this morning but i didn’t wake up in time so i just figured she’d take the bus when i realized what time it was. but no. i get an angry phone call like five minutes ago about how she had to take a cab to school so -i- owe her $25. ugh. like she is so fucking mad about this and i’m just...

Apr 27th

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Apr 27th

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i have changed within the last month. i was looking back on all my posts with the blah blah blah complicated blah blah blah my heart blah blah blah bull shit. i’m done with it. feelings aren’t involved with human interaction and should never be. there is only lust and with only lust real relationships can’t be formed. good. i will never be in a real relationship, only...

Apr 27th

“‎It feels much better to know that you won’t feel a thing. Well...”

Apr 27th

Apr 25th

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Apr 25th

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Apr 24th

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i have so much shit running through my mind that it’s driving me crazy. there are so many things i have to say and its killing me not say them but there isn’t any way to say it. does that make sense? ugh. i wish there was someone that i could talk to. and say everything i need to say to them. every thought i’ve ever kept in, every feeling that i haven’t expressed. and...

Apr 24th